Reality-Will it set in?

Been saying this for years and I have not been the only one. So I doubt that anyone will listen. Grandeur and idealism must stay at the forefront in order to maintain the status quo.

Whoah, They Got It

Well, so I am not a voice alone. I am watching Saturday Night Live and I see my plight in a sketch. The Riley sketch. That describes my battle. Accept him, no matter he calls you bitch and all kind of obscenities. I somehow am wrong for wanting to be in a decent environment.

Speculaas

Who needs speculaas when you have Dutch windmill cookies???

I was at the store tonight, really just taking a break from that term paper. And as I perused the cookies I saw it. Dutch windmill cookies. Had to drop those other cookies and get those. Do they taste like speculaas? No, and I did not expect them to either. But they taste ok and since I am not in Holland, they'll do quite nicely.

PINGELINE

I was looking for words to describe how I feel. In preparing an English lesson plan I found the words that fit. Pingeline does kind of sum it up for me. You might be üllatuma that I am not my usual kasulik self. But oh, one day left until Grammar and Phonology are over and I do not feel the least bit üli, rõõmus, or kindel.

A phrase that might just fit the situation is Ma ei saavutanud edu.

Anyway, See rõõmustab mind väga, to say, Soovin sulle õnne.

So...Uhhh.. Okay

Well, things are rolling along in a sense. Time marches on for sure. But it is trampling on me. I thought that a 20 week semester would not be too bad. I was wrong. When I found out that we did not have a spring break, I also thought that it was not bad. Again, I was wrong. I am past the point of quitting. If I was not so tired or worn out I would be gone. Oh well, but trudge on I will until the bridge gives way. At least to a point. I need to find something else after this semester.

Another Ddaaaaaayy

Well, it seems that my semester at school is half over today. I almost feel like cheering. But then I think of how I barely survived this long and groan. Spring Break, it was fun the past six years that I got to take one at other schools. But this school feels that if you have a 20 week semester, then you really do not need a break. Anyway, tomorrow will be a fun day. Back to classes after no break. Back to classes that are equally tough in the same way. The auditory part of my brain will get a much needed break. That is unless I decide to learn another language.