Nothing Special

So...Well...Huh..

Yeah, that about sums it up. I often (well not so often cause I just kind of zone or stare off into nothingness mostly) find myself wondering just what is going on. I mean this whole job thing is starting to puzzle even me. Am I really that bad of a person that a college degree and aptitude run moot when I come up for a job opening. And what those other pesky areas of life. I seem to be falling behind in those as well. It seems that I am losing at this this game but am not getting any of the warnings or promptings to do better. I often wonder if I am stagnating or sinking lower and stuck in the woods somewhere trying to dream of a better something.

But still there remain good things. Soon, when I get around to it, I will be sharing that. My tulips are gracing the world with their beauty and I will post some pics at some point.